How Often?

 How often should I post on here?  Today I want to make this work and remember what days work in my life the best.  Is that true every week or will it vary due to whatever happens.  Today I wanted an avocado when I took it out of the fridge it took more time to get out of the skin and the seed than to eat. It was not ripe when I bought it apparently.  I don't know where it was grown but with that much work. CA avocados are ripe where I  live.  I wish where I get them it would say where it was grown. At least I could still eat some of it. 

I woke up frustrated with my life.  I am earning less than the bills due monthly.  Hubby keeps applying for full-time work and applying to multiple places each week.  Often he has been told his application will be forwarded to the hiring manager. That person does not get back to him.  The job I have loved has dropped my hours regardless of my desire. It appears to be removed from me. I am unsure why other than finances and due to my epilepsy. That makes me the easy one to let go. The other person hired to teach math part-time is full-time teaching Math & Spanish.  I only teach Math and since the last seizure, I am limited in hours and students.  She has 8 pages of students, and I only have 2 pages.  We both have students who have finished and are still on our lists.  Her hours are not cut as most of us have been.  These are the reasons that I was crying on the run this morning.  Everyone wants our money but at the same time paying bills every month as needed with so little income is so stressful.  Any advice would be appreciated. The best I know is to pray and spend time in worship.  At times that works but Satan keeps reminding me how hard this is. Anymore I do not want to drive for a job. I want a job totally online and not a scam.  I have yet to find one of those.